Friday, October 13, 2006 i don't know what's wrong with me. i keep getting jealous these days. jealous over people i should not be jealous over. i think i am crazy. im just insecure and there's no reassurance.
im on this stupid IAP and i feel like i am losing out on whatever is happening in sketches. i didnt know they added desserts, have a comment card, changed the design-a-pasta and we will soon have to wear black pants and shoes.
and fuck it. all i know how to do is complain. when its my own fault. i didnt want to work my weekends. ahhh, i just feel left out and it does not feel nice AT ALL.
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